Each day that goes by is one day further from the last time I saw you, touched you, hugged you, kissed you. *** Each day that goes by seems like it lasts 100 years. *** Time seems like such an enemy right now. *** It’s so hard to live life without you, now I just exist. *** I know He has a plan for you and for me. *** But right now I don’t understand His plan. *** I may never understand until it's my time to go home. *** You brought so much joy to my life, you are so loved even now. *** The day you were born was the best day of my life tied with everyday for the 7 months that followed. *** You made me feel a new level of love I never felt before. *** You are my angel, and I love you forever. *** I can’t wait to see you again.
Today we went to Trinity to visit Evan...he would be 10 months old today...and it's been 3 long months since he passed away. I still think about him everyday, I still talk to him everyday, I still miss him everyday, I still love him everyday. When we walked into the church and headed back towards the columbarium, we could see the reflection of the sun off of Evan's plaque...the only one in the area we could see from across the sanctuary. Right below the stained glass window of Jesus. We haven't been there since Mar 16...each time I go there I think it gets more beautiful. A perfect place for my perfect angel.
