Happy Birthday Bubba

Dear Evan,
You are two years old today! What a wonderful celebration you must be having in heaven. We are bringing some care packages to Children's again...I hope that's what you'd want. A whole 17 months have gone by since you became an angel. I miss you so much. Your sister has been keeping us very busy, and even though I don't write to you everyday in my journal like I used to, I still kiss your picture good morning, I still think of you all the time everyday, and I still listen to your lullaby cd at bedtime every night. I still love you more than words could ever say. I wish I could give you Eskimo kisses today, just like I used to when you were here. I wish I could read "Brown Bear, Brown Bear" to you just like I used to. I wish I could dance to "Happy Birthday" with you. And most of all, I wish I could look into your eyes and tell you how much I love you one more time. I love you so much, Evan. And I hope you are having the best celebration ever. Happy 2nd birthday.
My beautiful boy
Is two today
Although I can't see him
In heaven he plays
A big celebration
The angels will throw
For my baby boy
Was born 2 years ago
He made me a mommy
He showed me such love
He taught me so much
About our Lord above
He finished God's work
On our earthly grounds
Was rewarded with heaven
And it's beautiful sounds
I know he is happy
And feeling such bliss
But what I would do
For one Eskimo kiss
My beautiful Evan
An angel above
Happy Birthday in heaven
Sending you all my love.